RANDOM THOUGHTS!!

I'm back again!! hehehe it's been few months ago since the last time I visited my blog. I dont know maybe I have nothing to write on or I'm just too lazy to write something about my thoughts!!!

Today, I'm just waiting for yuyan because he's still on his shift until 9:30 this morning. He was supposed to have his rest day kaso someone from Bacolod traded his shift for no reason. In a good way,it's somehow preferable because we would have our rest days on the same consecutive days.

Actually I really dont know what to say. It's kinda losing my appettite in writing. Basta parang I want to do anything that could make myself busy while waiting for yuyan. By the way, we are planning to go home in our houses in Binangonan. Alam na.. "it's remittance day". We need to surrender the portion of our salary of course to our own families.

In fact, I was almost happy that I still recieved a good pay inspite of having a not so good attendance within the last cut-off. Somehow fulfilling that I've still recieve a good pay atleast i twould'nt affect my remittance with my mama.

Right now yuyan is in his last short break.yun lang!!!hahahahaha

Going back to the barracks...with regards to my work naman, I'm a little bit bored always kasi parang I was doing exactly the same thing for almost 10 months which made me so bored. It feels like I was looking forward to something different which can atleast catch my attention. however there still a rationale behind the reason why i didnt gave up!! It's because our campaign is actually a lot easier compare to the other campaign I guess and beside the pay is already good enough for me and I have no doubt with it!! so for sure I just need a break!! that's it!!

Well right now the only motivation that I have why I'm still doing better with my work is the 13th month pay that is almost close at hand. Although it's gonna be 3 more months before I will get it, I don't mind it because the day just passess as past as the wind!! hehehe so mabilis na yun..

13TH MONTH I'LL BE GETTING YOU SOONER!!!

idle moments!1

bakit ganun super qeuing!!!


\nahuli ako ni tl na naka acw while chatting to yuyan!1 hehehe ni ignore ko lang sya!!


tatlo na lang kaming nagcacalls ngayon and for sure tataas na naman ang qeuing nyan!!


hays bakit naiba ata nag trend ng calls ngayon simula ng lumipat kami ng bay!1 wait inutusan ako ni tl gabby na mag sign off ng coaching tickets!!

i have to go...............

MY GOD!!! MY GOD!!! MY GOD!!!!

ALL I CAN SAY IS A BIG BIG " haaaaays""!!

I dont have enough sleep today!! I got home from work at around 11am this morning after I had eaten my lunch. When I opened the door of our room, I was surprised that the lock was broken for no reason. I was curious if Yuyan was able to lock it properly but then I felt that something wrong is going on. I tried not to over think a lot cause I'm not in the position to think something bad about the people who are residing on the same floor. But my mind pushed me to think that there might be something going wrong especially those time we're not around.

I took my rest after I have done with all the stuff that I usually do with yuyan such as.. cleaning our face with our own toner, brushing my teeth and so on...then I laid in the bed thinking about yuyan.. if how he was doing??? Actually I didn't even know that I was already made a sleep for two hours then. I woke up because of the temperature inside the room.. "" MY god what the hell is this??" I Was like sleeping above the lake of fire because you would really feel how hot the floor was. and also the bed, the air coming out from the fan, the bed sheet and pillows!! waaah everything was so hot!! indeed hot!! super hot!!!

I decided to go out and go to EVER GOTESCO to refresh myself but because I was really sleepy then I chose not to go. Besides, it's also warm outside cause it's only 2:30 in the afternoon. This day is a bad day for me. I got irritated with the room's temperature especially in the mid afternoon. I was able to sleep again at around 4:30pm because that time the temperature was already going down.The room was so silent and then I eventually felt the cold air coming in from the outside. I woke up at exactly 10 pm thinking the fact that I wont be able to live in that room for a long time lalo na kung laging ganito ang mangyayari. The room was ok for me. It's actually nice and fair enough for both of us to live in. The only problem is that we are working at night and we really need to sleep at day. So I'm just thinking if and only if we can find a more comfortable room at the same rate I would tell yuyan to move .

right away.

Actually I'm not in the mood to report for work kasi I feel that I wanna sleep na lang rather than to work. But since I got many reasons to work, I decided to stand up then took the wAy to the comfort room to take a bath. It took only 5 minutes for me to prepare but still I came to office late because I found it really hard to search for a ride. The good news is that today is "Canada Day" super avail and I got enough time to pull up my system before the call comes in.

Right noW ,it's avail pa rin naman. I hope my shift would end in a super avail trend.

This would give me time to atleast take a very quick sleep though it's not ideal.

Anyways I just browse the internet for me to atleast amuse myself para di ako maboring ng sobra!!!

Finally made it!!! We've got our new room!!!

Before i was just dreaming to live in a house with yuyan,eating with him, taking my rest with him and so on. I really cant imagine that i would be able to reach this stage of life where in i can now be independent,doing everything on my own and living my life with someone like yuyan.

Due to what had happened between me and my brother i immediately took the decision to seek for a new room where i can be far from him. Atlast we're able to look for an affordable but very nice place somewhere in de castro pasig. we've got that room for only 3000 including the electricity and the water bills. We moved to that house last thursday afternoon. actually it seems to be untiming cause we moved there without anything but clothes. super init ng room and we really sweat a lot. at first we tried to make a sleep but we cant cause of the temperature inside the room. so since sahod naman we decided to go to ever gotesco to purchase an affordable electric fan. actually it's not affordable cause we got it at 700. because we are not really prepared mejo napasubo kami sa presyo but because we really need it we decided to buy it. at that time yuyan was so upset dahil nga sa init na init na sya then dagdag mo pa yung presyo ng fan na nabili namin and then dagdagan pa ng pagkamatapobre ni manong driver.... ayun what happened to him was he chose to sob instead of saying bad words.. hays i understand his feeling at that time pero honestly mejo nainis din ako somehow.

pero syempre since that was our first day on that room we decided to fix everything until it came to the point na nag kakatawanan na kami ulit. I really missed those childish acts of yuyan like pag nauuhaw sya he's asking for a water then he seems to cry while asking for it!! hehehehe he looks very childish evrytime he does those acts.thank god cause in that afternoon the rain fell down and it feels like very unwinding cause after the super fantastic heat that we experienced a while ago,there's the rain which gave us a very relaxing feeling because of the cold air which coming from the outside.'

the day after ,we went to angono to buy some stuff for our new room. we bought bed sheet,curtains,some plates and other things which we can use there. i found yuyan as a wife whose very vein when it comes to decorating the house( ahem sana di matulad sa room nya hehehehehe joke) well he chose the designs and the color of the bed sheet and curtain.

after shift today we will go a head and start cleaning the room and atleast make it a home full of love and respect. as much as possible we will try to built a house simple but full of good memories. and of course di mawawala dyan sina sam and mitch. siguro after we have done decorating the room we will now try to invite them to drop by to our new room.

I'M alittle bit worried about my employment status!!!

hays.. Lately i used to be depressed about what's going on with my status as an employee of transcom. I WAs actually put under monitoring cause my CSAT scores went down this past few weeks which leads me to the bottom list of agents who has a bad scores when it comes to this metric.

The bad thing was that i will be audited 7 calls per day which is in fact a pressure on me. cause it would be hard for me to empathize too much to those customers who seem to insult me though they know that i'm not the one who made them suffer. i'm just a person who take calls for SEARS and i dont have any idea why this was happening to them. waaah i hate it..!!

I tried to be good in all the calls that i recieved. iT's just that sometimes because i was really upset and mad to the customer, i tend to higher my tone and keep on telling them that i'm not the one who made them feel like the way they feel.
And because of bad fate, that call was audited which of course results to an unpleasant scores. TO be honest with, i got a scores of 60,40 and the worst of all 0 percent in one of my audits. hahahaha i got frustrated and it came to the point that i wanna give up and just take calls for no reason.hays thanks god there's yuyan who always makes me feel good and he's very supportive and i'm very proud cause he felt what i feel and he knows how much disappointed i was about what's happening wioth my career as an agent!1 hehehehe yun lang!!

hero version kulang lang!!

dahil sa madalas akong walang magawa sa bahay naisipan kong mag record ng isang kanta:

dream that i want to achieve!!!

I have a dream the last night. It aCtUally a continous dream about my relationship with yuyan and how it works.On mY DreAM i saw myself and i living with yuyan as a husband. were both happy and contented with each other. There's no problem at all with his family and my family as well.

TO BE CONTINUED....

EVERYTHING BACKS TO NORMAL!!!

THE SUZAKU SEISHI CHICHIRI
Real Name: Houjin

Age: 24

Birthday: May 21

Star Pattern: Gemini

Bloodtype: Unknown

Birthplace: Unknown

Family: Unknown

Hobbies: Fishing

Powers/Abilities: Polymorphing and Magic


Chichiri was a wandering priest who just happened to wander into Miaka's life, saving her from various attacks by Kotou soldiers. He has a scar on his face, to remind him of his dead friend and, because of this, he wears a smiling mask. He has an unusual way of speaking(which occasionally rubs off on other Suzaku Seishi =) Many of his sentences end with the words "no da!"

Chichiri is one of the Suzaku Warriors who also is a mysterious monk. Chichiri has a scar across his left eye. Your probably wondering why huh? Well its quite simple. When Chichiri was about 18 years old, he saw his friend kissing his fiancee, Kouran. Then he and his friend fought over Kouran and Houjun fell in the stream, a log came toward him and jabbed out his left eye. Poor Houjun. He often wears a smiling mask to conceal that scar.

His Suzaku sign is "sho", the sign of the well.

Trying To Get Things Better

This week was so rough between me and yuyan. we used to have a tampuhan almost the whole week cause of those things which really test the flexibility of our relationship. I feel so bad this week kasi it really affects our mood and the way we treat each other.

While I'm thinking of those things, i suddenly realized how hard to get in the situation where you really cant do anything about it. KAsI I used to keep myself quiet evrytime we are having a tampuhan. I was really bothered most especially yesterday cause i got mad to yuyan dahil sa nalaman kong he smoke pa rin pala. Wala talaga akong maisip at that time kasi puno ako ng galit at i really have a hard feeling for him kasi evrything flashes back when i know na nagsmoke pa rin pala sya. All of a sudden biglang nag flashback yung day when i keep on waiting for him at the groundfloor kasi at that time bigla syang nawala then nalaman ko na nagsmoke pala sya together with paula at the roof deck.At that very moment moment in time he just told me na kinausap lang sya ni paula so i have no choice but to believe him. Bumalik din sa mind ko yung time na nasa chicago kami na nag yosi sya. That's the reason why i was so mad to yuyan at that time kasi i really dont want him to smoke. it's ok for me if he drinks occassionally but i really dont want him to smoke...

I HoPe yuyan understands why i'm getting furious about what i have known kasi of all the bad habits of a person smoking is the most unpleasant for me.

But anyway we decided not to let it be at its worst. We both dont want it to be serious kaya inayos naman namin agad. WE really missed each other at mahirap talaga na magkatampuhan lalo na isang relationship na sinimulan namin ng masaya. I really missed yuyan and i dont want it to happen again. Right now we are now trying to get things back as before.Yung masaya, sweet mode palagi, as if walang problem.

The only bottom line is that this problem is normal cause this is just a part of a growing relationship. And as long as there are chances., try to fix it out and try to make things better. The relationship can last based on how both the couple handle every situation in their lives.

So far ok na ulit kami and i'm hoping na things will get better asap and masyado ko talgang namiss ang yuyan ko super!!! hehe yehey were ok na ulit!!! thank you god!!

oK FINE!!!

may 28,2010.... friday

I arrived at the office at exactly 11:30 pm...
I was really excited to see evryone in the office most especially Yuyan. I Was slEepy then but i tried to think positive cause i need to work in a good mood. Yuyan offered me a banana cause he thought i was hungry. then i get the banana from his paper bag.At that time i really appreciate that concern but all of a sudden a saw a pack of cigarrete from his paper bag. I Was sHOCKED CAUSE Yuyan already promised me na hindi na sya maninigarilyo kahit kailan.

At first i thought it's not for yuyan... but because of my curiosity, i asked him if he owns the pack. He admitted naman na naninigarilyo sya this past few days cause he reasonS out that he was just stressed at that time that's why he did it. ON my end i really dont know what to think or what to say cause parang binagsakan ako ng isang malaking bato kasi i really never thought that he would make me believe to a thing na akala ko totoo but hindi naman pala.. ok fine i was really mad today kasi . i cant hide it to yuyan kasi talagang naiinis ako . hindi ko alam pero that's what i felt evrytime na naiisip ko kung bakit nya ba ginawa yun. stress cant be overcome through having a single stick of cigarrete.

YuYAn keeps on apologizing to me pero i really dont know what to think. I dont wanna see him na nagmamakaawa sa akin just to forgive him pero i think i have the right to get mad kasi it's not my intention na maging ganun sya. NAIINIS talaga ako at as much as i wanted to forgive him parang nahihirapan ako cause i know na alam na alam naman nya na hindi tama yun pero he still did it!!


pero sige di naman ako galit sa kanya eh galit ako dun sa ginawa nya and i should understand that matter!! hays!!

I dont know what to think??

hays..hays...hays... that's all i can say!!

right now i really dont know what's happening to me? i feel like i'm wasted!! i also feel very very bad and uncomfortable today!! di ko alam basta i know i have done nothing bad but i feel that something is not right!!

i tried to amuse myself by thinking something good about me and yuyan yet i still feel uncomplete cause i know yuyan has a bad feeling for me!! which i really dont know the reason why??

i hope we'll be able to fix this issue before the day ends!! i'm really sorry for yuyan for being unconcious all the time!! manhid lang siguro talaga ako!! super sorry poh!!

What makes my BIrthday so special??

Today is my 21st birthday. i just realized how long i've been living in this world with my parents,brothers and sister and with my different kind of friends.I Used to celebrate my birthday with no food or even a simple party..., simple greetings is already enough, cause i used to think that it would be just normal day for me. There are only few people who never fail to greet me on my birthday. SOme are my childhood friends,workmates,damily and of course mami and yuyan.

ACtUalLy, even though i dont have plenty of food and dishes to eat or even a simple party to enjoy, my birthday turns to be so special because of my someone special..YUYAN.

What makes it so special??? HEre's the reason why...

YEstERDAY, I got a problem with my cellphone. it was shutting off automatically. I Thought this is because of the battery. So I decided to go to Angono to purchase a new one.The weather was too hot then and it might be one of the reasons why i got mad to a man from the shop who was repairing my cellphone. Actually it wouldnt happen if he assisted me well. I Approached him nicely but in return he assisted me rudely which really made me insane and angry.so what i did was, i shouted at him and ask my money back. the man on the store didnt want to return my money so i talked to him rudely as well saying... " well!! anung gusto mong gawin ko sa battery na binigay mo??gamitin kahit sira!! actually i never imagine that i would say that cause im not really used to that attitude. but i think it's time for me to evolve and change for a cause. ThE mAN gave me my money then but because i was really really angry at that time i have told the man.." bibigay mo din naman pala pinatagal mo pa!!then walked away . I Went to the washroom cause i really feel that my face is shaking and trembling and my eyes are like a river with a red blood water flowing from it kasi sobrang pula nya.in my entire life that was the only time that i got mad to someone who i really dont even know personally.I rested for a while and then left the store very quickly.

It waS already pst 12nn. I Was really in a hurry cause mami and yuyan are expcting me to show up for lunch. i was late cause of that unexpected incident. I was hungry then so i decided to drop by at JOllibee and ate some lunch. ThEN i immediately rode a jeepney to binangonan. I ArRiVED at their house at past 1pm i guess!!As usual, yuyan opened the gate for me, his dad was not around so iwas surprised and of course happy cause i was given the chance to move comfortably at hindi naiilang.

Everytime i was at their house, i really feel the serenity that i never ever fiond at our own house. it's really different to be honest with. i appreacite yuyan's care for me while he iwas changing my sando cause my shirt was really sweat already, so mejo nakapagpahinga na ako at that time when he ask me if what are the things that bought in angono aside from the simcard and the new battery.I have responded to him nothing aside from that!!

then he mentioned that he has something for me for my birthday, Actually i really never thought that he would prepare such a very wonderful gift for me, while im reading the dedication letter, i was really touched cause i'm thereason pala why he always renders overtime almost everyday this past few weeks. All i can say is that...
GRABE!!! I never see a person who would exert such effort just to make me happy on my birthday. He gave me a very nice mp3 player which i always look forward to have it atleast from my own salary. BUt then my salary is not that enough so i keep on saying that i'll just but it na lang next time.

I Was really amazed on the preparation he has done for this gift. from the gift wrapperwith a white and blue ribbon combination to the dedication letter attached to it, all i have noticed is the effort and the love that were into it. To be hONeSt with, I was shocked,surprised,astonished,amazed and dumbfounded to what he has done for me.

UpOn recieving that gift from him, i really felt how much i ws loved by yuyan, he assited me on how to operate it and one good thing all my favorite songs are already downloaded, during that time i dont want to talk. i jUst want to stare at him all the time and talk to his eyes just to say that i was really lucky to have yuyan who knows how to make me happy.Since i really dont know how to react and what to say,, i just hugged him tightly and kissed him while saying thank you..thank you.. I wanna sob at that time because i have fully realized how lucky and blessedi am to have a person who trully loves me, Im really happy and satisfied not because i got a new gadget but because i know YUYAN is there for me,, birhday ko man o hindi!!

While i am on the jeepney on my way home,i really cant get over to what had happened a while ago.because i really appreciate yuyan so much. nagpagod sya for me to be happy. and while i am on the jeepney, i promised to myself that i would not let anyone to take him from me. he has done what my past girlfriends never done. he let me feel that he really loves me and he would do anything just to make me happy at ramdam na ramdam ko yun sa kanya. at that very moment in time i closed my eyes and whispered very softly saying... " thank you lord for giving yuyan to me"..

And that the reason why ny birthday could be the most beautiful and wonderful birthday that i ever had in my life so far. material things are not the matter but the love and care that i've seen from yuyan which make my birthday very special are the most important gift that i received in the my 21st birthday!!!

THANK YOUSO MUCH MAHAL!! ♥♥♥

yehey!!! it's our 3rd monthsary!! ♥♥♥

may 7,2010....

one of the most special day that i have cause it was our third monthsary of being a good couple. yuyan and i were planning to celebrate it the way we want it to be. actually on this day, naunahan ako ni yuyan na batiin sya. i was really surprised that he greeted me at exactly 12midnight of may 7, i was really touched at that time and also proud that we are now at our 3rd month.

our relationship is actually getting stronger.i really cant imagine in myself that i would be able to reach that time period but love really teaches me how to value yuyan so much cause i really love him. Through him i was able to learned to exert effort, to be treated as if i am the most lucky person in the world. masay ako to have yuyan in my life and i really dont have any regret that i chose him more than anyone else.

so far lalo akong tinamaan sa kanya. i feel that i will loose my mind if i wont be able to see him even a single second. i enjoyed looking at his beautiful eyes and eye lashes at hmmmp!! at talagang tinatamaan ako.

on this day we also went to mall together with sam to have some bonding.sam bought a lot of staff such as bag and "" di ko alam yung name nung isa eh" for her laptop, i also swapped my phone in st. francis and ofcourse with the help of yuyan. syempre isa lang naman ang madalas naming gawin sa mall eh.. fitting of some clothes that we wont able to buy as of now cause they are all expensive indeed!!

hays i'm really lucky to have yuyan talaga in my life.. aside from sweet sya, he's also kind to me, caring very funny at super duper maalaga that why i wanna show him as well that i really do care for him as well since di na sya bago sa akin and he's been part of life already..

to yuyan..

i was really blessed to have you in my life.i want you to know that i was lucky that i met you. before i keep on saying that it's really complicated but now i am proud to say that it doesnt matter cause for as long as you really loved each other that's fair enough, i dont care what others might say basta ang alam ko i am really lucky to have YUYAN in my life....

im looking for more monthsaries and if possible anniversaries pa!!1 hahaha love you!!

I can't tolerate this anymore!!!

April 26,2010 Monday....

The week starts again, I'm expecting that the whole week will be full of stress cause i always feel it naman eh dahil during weekdays a lot of customers are calling to complain as usual. Actually i had a great timewith yuyan and his family. In fact i spent my sunday and half day of monday sa house nila. Making a lot of sweet moments and so on..

That time i decided to go home kasi di na approve yung schedule ni yuyan. actually he supposed to trade his shift to one of our collegues but sad to say it was not apporved by the RTR kaya ayun we should follow the same schedule as last week.. I went home full of expectations na maayos na sa bahay. At first mejo ok naman but on my great surprise i was like a volcano who just blown out dahil sa nakita ko on my closet. Actually ok lang kung maayos sya pagdating ko eh but it was really annoying to know na naka lock na nga yun pero they still do the same thing na lagi na lang nila ginagawa sa mga gamit ko. I'm not selfish not share my things with my brothers but i really dont like na even my personal hygiene staff eh pinapakialamanan na nila. I'm the kind of person who know how to tolerate things but when i know that it's already abusing i really tend to freak out .

Because of my anger, as in so much anger kasi talagang sagad na yung timpi ko, all my photos posted on the door of my closet, lahat yun napunit ko because i know that it's the only way to release my burden inside kasi sawa na din ako to talk to them reminding them not to do this and not to do that.. waaahhh!! i already lose my temper!! eventually i said to myself na sana di na pala ako umuwi cause it just took my happiness away kasi while i'm on yuyan's house i really dont feel the stress but then nung umuwi ako nafeel ko yun kasi talagang nakakainis yun ganun na palagi na lang nila ginagawa sa akin yun.. but by the way that's life and that's my evryday life when i'm at home...

I went to work full of burden cause i really feel that i'm not being respected by my brothers.If only i can leave them and just live by myself i think matagal ko na ginawa yun. but i dont want to do that cause i consider my mom. My mom is actually the only reason why i keep coming back at home. She's the only reason why i stay at home kasi talagang i have to help her cause without her i was not here. I always bear in my mind na sila pa rin ni papa yung reason why nakapag aral ako kahit 2 years lang sa college. I appreacite all the hardships that they sacrificed for me during my study years and walang sawa ko sila tutulungan as much as i can.

It's really hard to know na kung sino pa yung ibang tao sila pa yung mas nakakaunawa sa kin.Sometimes i wonder if my three brothers are just unconcious or they're just pathetic?? kasi nakukuha pa nila magbisyo ng ganun though they know na wala na nga silang natutulong sa house. ok lng sana if they dont have work for now pero sana naman they should learn how to help my mother out even through helping her doing the hoisehold chores. But that's not what happen kasi they went home usually at 4am in the afternoon hanging out with their barkadas. and of course my mother was bothered and worried kapag ganun na sila umuuwi and because of that she never had a good sleep. That's what they do almost everyday and eventually turned to their habit.

Mahirap na talagang magjudge as of now. I tried not to make any comment but i cant cause i know that what they do is already out of the good zone.A ng akin lang sana just open their mind and most especially their heart cause the will come na mamwala sa amin si mama and i dont want to reach that point na aasa na lang sila ng aasa. It's no longer right cause they are already young adults and they should know what to do!! HAYS hirap talga ng ganito..


For now the best thing which i know i can do is to set those things aside and keep silent!!! Stupid but i just want to ignore it and as much as possible not let those things affect my whole being!!!

what a que!!

ridiculous and disgusting que of calls

april 21,2010.

I Really found this day as the most tiring and disgusting work day cause i had a lot of calls na talagang nakakainis personally
kasi ang daming complaints regarding the tech no show.i have so many customers who demanded a lot of things which are already out
of my control as an agent.I'm JuST Wondering why those canadian customers didnt realize that it just our job to take calls and just
doing what we are trained for. pero this day was so nasty and very untolerable. To be honest with, i just realize how hard the job of
a call center agent is.I JusT thought i was hired just to take calls and help the customer out but it's not the issue. sometimes customer
tends to hit me below the belt. they thought that it's always our fault but the truth is it's not!!! Minsan nga i tend to have a self pity
kasi parang iniisip ko kung tama bang nandito ako sa ganitong klase ng work?? pero on the bright side iniisip ko na lang na im lucky enough
na ksi i used to receive a very good compensation from my company and besides facilities and management are good enough unlike my previous work
so maswerte na rin. and isa pa kung wala ako dito sa ganitong work i might not meet my love one... YUYAN..

inspite of those ridiculous calls i still have the reason to smile and to move on. YUng reason na yun. sa totoo lang eh napaka halaga sa akin.
personally ang laki ng naitutulong nya sa akin especially if i feel bored and upset cause of the customer na masyadong demanding.minsan nga
di ko lang masabi kung gaano ako kaligaya kapag nakikita ko syang naka smile and dahil dun nawawala yung bigat ng work ko

Satisfying Memoirs!!!!

I celebrated my good Friday with of course my love yuyan. After my shift I went to their house right away. Actually that day was so amazing and very overwhelming kasi parang di ako iba sa kanila. Yuyan’s mom was so caring and I really appreciate it kasi talagang ramdam ko yung concern nya sa akin. Syempre di naman magiging Masaya ang lahat without my yuyan. Yuyan always makes me happy in everything na ginagawa nya. Ewan ko ba bakit mahal na mahal ko si yuyan. Sa bawat araw na dumadaan lalo ko syang minamahal ng higit pa sa alam nya.

During that day mejo nakatulog ako ng kaunti kasi I never had a sleep yet dahil sa kanila agad ako dumeretso. Ang sarap talga ng pakiramdam na kasama ko si yuyan ng buong maghapon. Talking to each other,glancing to his very ravishing eyes at higit sa lahat hugging him as many as I can. Hhihihi

Good Friday is I think the most interesting part of holy week in binangonan because everybody wants to see the prusisyon. I never thought na ganung kahaba yun cause I’m not used it. Actually mejo napagid ako after that kasi I am the one who took the videos and on my surprise the most climactic part of the event happened. They called it as “ gewang-gewang”. I don’t expect na ganun pala yung part nay un. As if parang madadaganan na kami cause the saint was lifted up by many men who all wear white tshirts na kala mu nag aagwan sa santo. All I can say is a big big wah!!!! I told yuyan na kapag nagpatuloy pa yun baka lumusot na ako sa ilalim para lang maka iwas na madaganan ako. Hehehe duwag lang ^_^

We went home after that and talagang I was really got tired of that event but it was actually good and I had fun to be honest with. Yun lang mejo nabothered ako kasi daddi didn’t know that I would go sleepover to their house that night. Wala na sayng nagawa cause it was to late in the evening na. Actually natakot ako kasi nagsungit yung dad nya but yuyan used to remind me na ganun talaga si dad kaya madali naman akong naka get over. Sayang nga lang at nabiti ang kulitan naming ni mahal pero sa totoo lang masayang Masaya ako sa kasama ko say sa room nay though we’re not sleeping together pero ok lang basta Makita ko na say im ok na.
Good Friday is good kasi I finally found the real one that I will love forevermore!!!


To yuyan ko!!!

Alam mo poh I can honestly say na Masaya kang kasama and I never doubted na Masaya ako na ikaw ang minahal ko. Gusto ko malaman mu na I’m glad that you came into my life. Maswerte nga ako kasi sayo ko nakita yung true love that I always look forward. Yuyan sana kaw na habang buhay kahit anu mangyari I will never give you up. I will love you more and I will treasure every moments that I had with you. Mahal na mahal kita and lagi mu poh yun tatandaan hane!!!

I love you yuyan koh!!! Miss na miss na kita!!!!

Love and Time

Love and Time
( an old story )

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love.One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,"Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you, Love.You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her. Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder.So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going.When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way.Realizing how much was owed the elder, Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?" "It was Time," Knowledge answered. "Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?" Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

MUSIC IS MY LEASURE!!!!

Since i was a kid, music has been my means of leasure. I used to listen to music most especially R&B. love song and sometimes classic and ballad. Actually i always assumed that music could be my lifetime partner. My day would not be okay without listening to music or singing even in an acapella mode. Music makes me feel happy and comfortable. When i'm depressed. i just sing and all the stress just disappears.

My passion for music really helps me to be more romantic sometimes. I dont care who sang the song, what really matter for me is the mesage encapsulated on that song. Because of music, I learned a lot of things especially with regards to my life as an individual.Like what happened way back NOVEMBER OF 2008 when my father passed away. the song " to dance with my father" always reminds me of my father. I just heard this song while my father was in burial ceromony.That was really a memorable moment for me cause it actually the song that really reminds me of my good father.Moving forward, music also teach me to be serious at some point." PANGARAP KO" by regine velasquez was so far one of the best songs that i've heard. I actually dedicate this song to my Yuyan, dahil napakaganda ng message ng song and yuyan do deserves to hear that. that's why i always sing it to him while looking at his beautiful eyes. On the other hand, yuyan just smile evrytime i'm doing that. heheheh natutuwa talaga ko pag nakikita kong nag smile si yuyan because of that song.

As of the moment, I used to listen to one of the songs that i've heard while were riding on an fx on our way to home. tHIS is actually the most suitable song fro me and yuyan cause i really loved yuyan so much and i wanna let yuyan know that at last i finnaly found the one for me.... this is the song i've used ti listen to..

I finally found someone

That knocks me off my feet

I finally found the one

That makes me feel complete

It started over coffe We strated out as friends

It's funny how from simple things

The best things begin

This time is different

And it's all because of you

It's better than it's ever been

'Cause we can talk it though

My favouite line

was "Can I call you sometime"

It's all you had to say

To take my breath away

This is it,

oh I finally found someone

Someone to share my life

I finally found the one

To be with every night '

Cause whatever I do It's just got to be you

My life has just begun

I finally found someone

Did I keep you waiting? I didn't mind

I apologise, baby that's fine

I would wait forever just to know you were mine

You know I love your hair Are you sure it looks right?

I love what you wear Isn't it too tight?

You're exceptional I can't wait for the rest of my life

This is it, oh I finally found someone

Someone to share my life

I finally found the one

To be with every night '

Cause whatever I do

It's just got to be you

My life has just begun

I finally found someone

And whatever I do

It's just got to be you

My life has just begun

I finally found someone


to yuyan....
Masaya poh ako cause i found the true love from you. I just cant imagine why other guys dont see how lucky they are in having you.But now since I'm with you i can say how lucky i am among all the guys that you have before cause you are really nice and good. You're sweet and lovable, And i can also say that you already have everything that i''m looking forward towards a lady and definitely you exceeded those expectations. YUyan it's really blessed that i found you and came into my life. I done have anything to ask for.and i was already satisfied and contented with you and your love... I LOVE YOU YUYAN KOH!!!

I just cant explain how happy i was!!!!

March 25,2010...

This day was so special for me!!! cause this was our team building in Casanjo Resort. After our long shift today, me and yuyan went home early para makapagpahinga naman.I thought this affair would become so boring cause i really feel na parang may something na di maganda sa team. but guess what?? start of the day pa lang naging maganda na sya cause me and yuyan went to the rendezvous na magkasama. Nagkukulitan kami while were riding on a jeepney on way to sta.lucia. hahaha actually nakakahiya man aminin binigay ko sa kanya yung flower na pinitas ko while walking palabas sa compound namin. hahaha just to show to my yuyan na sya lang yung iniisip ko all the time!!! hihihihi

At last we finally reached sta. lucia after an hour and a half. wE immediately went to the comfort room then kasi mejo sticky na yung feeling namin gawa nga nung di na kami masyadong sanay mag ride a jeep eh( heheh arti- artihan lang). Ayun feel refresh naman na after that. AND after few hours of waiting, finally all the members pf the team were now ready to explore casanjo resort.

NUng nandun na kami as usual nauna na naman kaming mag inom in courtesy of apple red. Honestly mas confortable na ako kumilos ngayon, like kulitin, yakapin at kung anu anu pa si yuyan sa harapan nila, unlike before, kasi mas nararamdaman kong suportado naman kami ng team yun lang we have to set our limitations pa rin kahit na ganun.So far di namn kami gaanung nalasing mejo nahilo lang( hehe parang tag line ni mia ito ha??) yung nafeel ko na biglang sumakit ang ulo i inform yuyan na akyat muna ako sa kwarto para matulog. mejo matagal ata yung tulog eh kasi according kay yuyan pawis na pawos daw ako sa pwesto ko. nung mga time na yun talagang napatunayan kong nakatagpo ako ng mga tunay na friends sa katauhan nina mitch at sam kasi very concern talaga sila sa akin, they always ask yuyan kung nag hyper ventilate na namn ba ako, kasi usually pag madami akong naiinom nangyayari talga yun sa akin as in di ako makahinga ng maayos. that time mitch and sam used to visit me sa cottage, i thank to god kasi friends ko sila, at symepre that moment in time mas lalo akong natouch sa ginawa ng yuyan ko habang nararamdaman kong pinapahiran nya yung pawis ko at wow ang sarap ng feeling na ramdam mu yung pagmamahal ng isang tao kahit sa simpleng mga bagay na gingawa nga for you!!! I love you my YUYAN!!!

After makapagpahinga, nagswimming na kami ni yuyan together with the other members of the team. actually di halatang nagsaya kami ng sobra kasi ang daming videos pala ang nakuna dito. actually i'm quite disappointed sa sarili ko that time kasi di ko nakantahan si yuyan using the videoke panu ba naman ang dami kasi talga namin that's why i dont have the chance to sing. Kay nakaisip ako ng way para makantahan ko sya. Ginamit ko yung video cam nya at ni record ko dun habang kinakantahan ang mahal ko. I really cant explain how happy, contented, and satisfied i was habang kasama ko si yuyan. yun lang di talaga maiiwasan na minsan me tampuhan na nagyayari. pero ayoko na talagang isipin pa yun kasi i dont wanna waste the happiness na nagstart na between me and yuyan.

To my yuyan this poem is for you..........

Mula ng makilala ka, buhay ko'y biglang nagiba
Kung dati'y walang kulay, ngayon ay nagbago na
Ang buhay ko noon ay parang malamya
Subalit ng dumating ka biglang nagkakulay na

Noong una akala ko ay mahirap subalit di naman pala
Masarap mahalin ang tulad mo pagkat subok ko na
Pagmamahal mo'y ramdam kahit sa maliit na bagay
Paibig mo'y tunay at walang kapantay

Sa mga oras na ito nais kong malaman mo
Mahal kita at di ito magbabago
Lumipas man ang panahon, dumating man ang maraming pagsubok
Ikaw ang syang magiging kalakasan para lampasan ang mga ito

Sayo yuyan.. ang buhay ko ay masaya
Kasiyahan na ayaw ko ng matapos pa
Ibang klaseng kaligayahan aking nadarama
Sa tuwing kasama at kapiling kita

Mahal kong yuyan iyong laging tandaan
Ako'y nandito lang at patuloy na magmamahal
Sayo lang ang puso ko magpakailanman
Ang pagibig ko ay iyong iyo lang...

Yuyan mahal na mahal po kita. Di ko po alam paano ka pasalamatan sa pagdating mo sa buhay ko. Di ko rin alam kung paano ko sasabihin na napakasaya ko sa piling mo. Pakiramdam ko mawawalan ng saysay ang aking buhay kapag wala ka. Kaw ang kasiyahan at kaligayahan ko. Mahal na mahal kita........ wah at palaging mamahalin until my very last breath!!!!!!

GHOST STORIES!!!

The Rider – Real Ghost Story Ronald was a truck driver and out on the road for another job. He stopped at a gas station for fuel and some food. He sat at the counter and ordered his food. While he was eating a beautiful woman dressed up really nice came in, sat beside him and started a conversation with him. They talked for awhile and when Ronald realized it was time for him to go he said goodbye and left the store. When he started the truck he looked at the store and there was the woman looking at him through the door. He rolled his window down and asked her what she wanted. She asked for a ride and said that she lived in the nearby town and did not want to walk there. Although it was close it was already two in the morning and it could be dangerous. Without hesitation he accepted. The city was really close. Ten minutes after leaving the gas station they were at the entrance of her city. Pointing to a corner she asked him to stop and got off the truck. Ronald got scared when he saw that he was the right next to the wall of a cemetery. "How can you stay here? Let's go, I'll take you home, I do not mind if is far away."- he said afraid to leave her there. "I'm already home" - said the woman disappearing as she walked towards the cemetery wall. After telling his story to some people and talking to other truck drivers he found out that the ghost was a prostitute who lived in the city where he left her. She was raped and killed by a truck driver that picked her up in that gas station a couple years before. They say that her ghost is haunting truck drivers as a way of revenge. Today Ronald always goes around the road where he met the woman afraid to see her again. What about you? Would give a ride to a stranger on the road?

Accident On the road – Ghost Story

As a teenager I used to spend every summer at my uncle’s farm. One night I was playing cards with my uncle and two cousins while waiting for my aunt to finish the dinner. The farm was very old and in my family for several generations. Unfortunately at that time we had no electricity and generators were too expensive for my uncle, so it was all illuminated with candles and lanterns, which gave the farm a gloomy aspect. It was raining very hard that day and the dogs were inside the house but were very agitated. "I don’t like it when the dogs are like that, when they are strange things happen." - Said my uncle pointing dogs. We laughed at the seemingly funny comment. We were still laughing when we heard someone pounding on the door. We all jumped in fright and my uncle went to answer the door followed by my aunt who came quickly from the kitchen to see who the unexpected visitor was. When my uncle opened the door we saw a man who was all wet because of the rain. I knew my uncle didn’t know the man, we knew all the people from the city. "I crashed my car out there on the road. I need help. My wife is badly injured and needs medical attention. I saw your house from the road and..." - "the man said breathlessly but was interrupted by my uncle. "No need to explain the rest." - Said my uncle taking the truck keys and leaving the house. Without asking anything I went with them to the vehicle and we drove off. A minute later we were at the scene of the accident. We ran to the overturned car but the strange man didn’t get out of the truck. He was still inside our truck looking toward the car and crying quietly. We crouched down to see the condition of his wife and to our shock there was the man who knocked on the door of the house all covered in blood. His wife was the same. We looked back at our truck and saw no one inside. I was scared but my uncle looked at me and said: "Quick we have to take them to the hospital." Ignoring the fact that we had just seen a ghost and forcing the door to open. We took them both out of the car and went to the hospital in the nearby city. The man as we already knew was dead and his wife was seriously wounded but survived. A few hours after we left the hospital we got back to the farm. When we told the story to our family they were terrified. I finished telling them the story and someone knocked on the door. My cousins ran to their room in fear and my uncle opened the door but this time there was nobody there.

Is it a "P" or an "F"

Hahahahaha!! actually nakakatuwa talaga yung mga moments na napagpapalit ni yuyan yung paggamit ng "P" and "F". Honest mistake yung mga moments na yun but I was really enterntained and amused by those mistakes cause it seem to be a stress reliever for me. I had fun teasing my yuyan about this kasi ang dami talagang bagay na napapnsin kong nababanggit nya without being informed. Sometimes I was thinking that yuyan might get mad at me cause I used to tease yuyan about this things. Heheheh pero I know na hindi naman mangyayari cause yuyan is the type of person who knows how to deal with jokes. hehehe sometimes i have to worry na rin cause i actually practice that syndrome while talking to some of my customers over the phone. Pero it was actually a very very funny moments about my yuyan. I LOVE YOU POH YUYAN! hehehehehe

POEMS OF IN LOVE

Poems from the Heart♥♥
A person like you do deserved to be loved


I can offer you my love without even expecting anything in return
A person like you don't deserve to be hurt
So I promise you that i will care and love you
A person like you is the best
That's why I offer you the bEst love which i could give
A person like you is what i need
PERSON WHO MAKES ME COMPLETE AND SATISFIED ALL THE WAY

^____________________________________^


I'm always thinking of you everyday
Always loning for you hugs and kisses
Always finding ways to reach you out
And always looking for your endless love
It's really difficult for me to act this way
To act around those unpredictable people
Who might think something against me
And who might do something to hurt me

Though it's my " firs time"
I never regret that i made a decision
To choose you among all my considerations
And to value you among all of them
FoR now, i just wanna enjoy what we have
Every single moments will be treasured
EVery words will be kept
JuSt to show you that i've accepted you
No matter what and who you are!!!!


^________________________^



EXPRESSION OF HAPPINESS!!!

Happiness is not only shown by laughters
Not even just by smiles
IT is not only felt by good things
But by a person who really makes you satisfied.....
Happiness can't be expressed by word of mouth
NoR even by just saying it loud
No words can say how much happy i was
BEinG with someone that really means
" HAPPINESS" to me......

I tried to fight it and even to hide it
But my heart keeps on saying...
"Dont even ignore what you feel!!!
ThE only way to unclog the chain
is by saying and showing...
" I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TO THE POWER OF TEN!!!!!! "

I don't regret that i made a decision
That might results to an unpredictable expectations
BuT i don't ever mind those things
Cause i know in my heart
That a forbidden and complicated love could be possible ...
I f really the two hearts understand each other..

For now,I do have an immeasurable joy
Joy that i don't want to end anymore
JoY that gives satisfaction to my whole being
Joy that makes sense to my life
A life that is totally pale
But now became meaningful
Cause i finally found the one
Who will trully care and love me the way i do.....

to my one and only master!!!!!

hehehehehee


^_______________________________^

EXPRESSION OF HAPPINESS!!!

Happiness is not only shown by laughters
Not even just by smiles
IT is not only felt by good things
But by a person who really makes you satisfied.....
Happiness can't be expressed by word of mouth
NoR even by just saying it loud
No words can say how much happy i was
BEinG with someone that really means
" HAPPINESS" to me......

I tried to fight it and even to hide it
But my heart keeps on saying...
"Dont even ignore what you feel!!!
ThE only way to unclog the chain
is by saying and showing...

" I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TO THE POWER OF TEN!!!!!! "

I don't regret that i made a decision
That might results to an unpredictable expectations
BuT i don't ever mind those things
Cause i know in my heart
That a forbidden and complicated love could be possible ...
I f really the two hearts understand each other..

For now,I do have an immesureable joy
Joy that i don't want to end anymore
JoY that gives satisfaction to my whole being
Joy that makes sense to my life
A life that is totally pale
But now became meaningful
Cause i finally found the one
Who will trully care and love me the way i do.....

to my one and only master!!!!!

hehehehehee

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Am I falling for you?
Am I falling for you?


I was thinking of you

Since the day you've cared for me...

I know it's not right

But it keeps on bothering me all day and all night

I guess I'm not the perfect guy for you

Because I definitely know what type of guy you like

But i hope one day you'll see

How much i like you

though it's not really right

It's doesnt matter cause i know that..........

HEART knows better than what MIND is knowing

****************************************


I thought everything would change

if i confess my feelings to you

i thought you would feel bad

if you would know how much i really like you..

but i'm very thankful that you feel the same way too

im very happy to hear that you appreciated my affection..

affection that really brought me an endless happiness.

happiness that i would'nt want to end anymore

evrytime i see your smile

it actually lifts my whole life

everytime i hear your sweet voices

it actually enlightens my day

it was really nice and satisfying

to love someone like you..

who knows how to love me back

i dont regret that i've learned to love you

cause i know that you will never ignore the feelings

that i've felt for you

since the day you've

cared and loved me the way to usually do!!!!!


**********************************


Being in love with someone is the best feeling in the whole wide world...
I Love you now and Forever!
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It's been a month!!!!

Monthsary Poem ♥
A month full of trails was survived
A few weeks full of tests were passed
A lot of days, love prevails
And was proven that it really conquers all
I never forget how we understand each other
JuST to save the affair that we had
We both gave way to each other
Just to treasure every single moments that we've shared.
It's been a month since we had this wonderful relationship
And i can say that i was really blessed
Cause even though we encountered a lot of troubles
We still remain as we what we used to be


I was already satisfied with the love that you've given me
I'm contented with the affection that you've showed me
Cause even though some might thought that it was forbidden
I don't really care cause i found the true happiness in you!!!


I was really glad that i met someone like you
SOmeone that i really loved so much
I will always love you as long as I Can
And will treasure you here in my heart



I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH MUCH!!!
HAPPY MONTHSARY MASTER!!!

Lint is sucking a sock!!!!!

Hehehe i dont know why this words made a spot to my mind!!! hehehe kasi yan yung sinulat ni yuyan while he was talking to his customer on the phone.. Wala lang i really think of something different about this message!! But undoubtedly, Yuyan is very very good player!!!!! maka blog lang today!!! hehehe love love ♥♥♥♥♥

IdLe M0Ment!!!!!

mARCH 15,2010

Today mejo maaga kami nakauwi ni yuyan cause we've already logout by 4:30am. This day is boring but not tiring cause we took our 5 hours EMPATHY Training. Mejo boring yung training cause it's really hard to demonstrate empathy throughout the call pero enjoy din naman on the other hand cause I've took 4 calls only on that whole shift.

At last nakahanap din kami ng fx ( BiNangonan route). Talagang nakatulog ng sobra si yuyan( halata naman eh kulang na lang humilik sa sobrang antok hehehehe) BuT anyway it's ok kasi pretty naman sya that time.bwahahahaha


This day is gonna be the most nakakahome sick day kasi talagang namiss ko ng sobra si yuyan.. huhuhu di ko alam eh pero that's what i felt.After eating a heavy breakfast. i decided to rest at exactly 8:00am then on my surprise nagising ako ng 6:10pm. Paggising ko nabasa ko agad yung txt ni yuyan na nakasakay na daw sya ng fx.. Waaah i was really shocked cause im thinking na baka malapit na sya sa rendezvous namin. Kaya ayun pagbangon ko deretso na agad ako sa cr to take my bath.It took only 10 minutes for me to fix everything. hahahah di nga ata ako nakapagsuklay ng buhok kaya nung magkita kami ni yuyan para akong ewan hahahah!!!

Fortunately nakaabot naman ako!! Ayun nakita ko na naman ang yuyan kong mahal!! hehehe nawla yung pagod ako despite of that very quick preparation.At last nakarating na naman kami sa work namin.Full of excitement( hmmmp kunwari lang poh). After several weeks na nakakalipas sa wakas nakatikim ulit kami ng aux 3 for huddle with our prospect TL from Bacolod. I dont know his name pero malago ang hair nya!! hahahah joke ala nga buhok eh pero mukhang ok naman sya cause he's nice and good person based on our first meeting.


TOdaY din pala kami ibabarge ni geo fro empathy. So far tapos na ako I HoPe makapasa naman sa kanya for certification.As usual I'm hAPpY KasI i took my lunch with my lovely Yuyan( actually si YUYAN pa lang ulam ko na eh hehehe) kaya busog na ako lagi di man ako kumain it's ok cause he makes me feel full all the time nakkks!!!!

So by the way wala na ako maisip sabihin pa basta 2 more days from now na lang REST DAY na ulit.!!! I CaNT WAIT!!!! YEHEYY!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥

March 14,2010.......

I'm not looking for someone who has everything...
but someone who has time to spend with me more than anything!!!!

I was really agreed about this message and It really makes me feel lucky cause i finally found the person behind the message and that's my one and only YUYAN..

At first i was really hesitant to pursue my feelings with my Yuyan cause it was really a forbidden love. BuT eventually I learned that this is just a matter of adjustment. Though many of our friends opposed and rejected my decision in continuing my feelings, I can say that I made what is right on my end and it actually my heart who decides and not my mind.

So far our relationship is getting stronger each day. I feel happy with my Yuyan and i know that Yuyan feels the same way too.It was really satisfying that almost everyday we went to office together, we always take our breaks together though we seem to violate the compliance with reagrd to our break schedule ( kasi talagang antayan kami kahit di na masunod yung sa empower) hehehehehehe!!!

It's been more than a month na when we've been together. And I can say na this gonna be the best relationship i ever had in my life. I'm happy being with my Yuyan and I'm always looking to a more memorable moments with my love one!!

love love you YuYan ko!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Think POSITIVE!!!!

This is it???? Nasa work na naman ako.As usual sabay na naman kami ni Yuyan pumasok. I think it was already late 4:00 pm na nung matulog ako kanina and then my mom wake me up around 6:00pm.

It was really really a tiring day for me pero it was really satisfied naman kasi Yuyan makes me feel very special all the time kaya naman mahal na mahal ko sya eh!! hehehehe!!

Anyway i have my first call already. It's quite an easy concern cause nagtanung lang yung customer if where he can bring the miter saw fro the repair. Ayun buti na lang malapit sya sa HAlifax hehehe pabor naman. AFteR NuN pinag first break kami while Yuyan had his coaching with Tl James... huhu yan tuloy di ko sya nakasama bumili ng coffee sa labas but anyway it's ok cause I;m BESIDE MY yUyAN naman eh!!! luv luv ^____^

Wah... what a bad news naman. I saw my LP CSAT results on my email and on my great surprise I was failed cause I got three no's on their metrics.. Kinakabahan ako ng kaunti pero Yuyan used to comfort me and lagi nya pinapalakas ang lood ko. huhuhu pero the fact na fail ako is really the main thing that makes me bothered. Ksi it might be the reason of my termination.. HUHU i hope wag naman sana!!! hehehe !!!

Be positive!!

What a nice day!!!!

march 13,2010...

What a nice morning!!!! I feel na parang isang buong araw akong natulog nito.. Though i have a lot of weird dreams today.. like nagalit daw si charmie( workmate namin) without any reason and so on.. I can say na this day is really a nice day pa din cause I know that someone will always be there to satisfies and completes my day. That's my Yuri of course...

It's almost 9:00 am na din when i woke up from bed. At first talagang ang sakit ng buo kong katawan most especially my legs ( napagod ata kahapon!!! hmmmp!!1) hehehe. pero syempre i need to wake up cause i have a lot of things to do.

After a heavy breakfast, i went to angono kasi i need to refresh myself kaya nagpagupit ako ng hair cause i really feel na it's too long na... mahirap na mainit pa naman ang panahon!!! Unfortunately, i dont like the results cause the barber seems to enjoy cutting my hair until it gets to really really short cut hair na parang itlog na yung kinalabasan ng hair ko.. hehehehe anyway it's ok pa din naman cause it's suitable naman sa weather eh!!!!

As usual i went to the internet cafe to surf the net. And i was really shocked when Yuri made a post about what happened yesterday... Actually its ok lang naman sa akin but i was really worried kasi one of the guy who commented on that post was too familiar to me cause he's my former classmate way back in high school..

Kinakabahan lang ako kasi baka mag react yung taong yun pero i know that Yuri will not let that person na magreact ng bad about me!!! me tiwala ako sa Yuri ko that's why i dont have any reason para mag worry. hehehehehe

Later may pasok na naman I'm hoping na kahit sana this day lang eh mapagod ang mga tao sa Canada para wala munang ganung calls na pumasok. Anyway wether we like it or not we need to take calls pero sana mga mild complaints lang!!! nakakasawa na kasing mag assist ng irate customers eh!!! Pero ok lang kasi i'm sitting beside my Yuri. na laging nagbibigay comfort s akin every time na nagigng irate na din ako on the phone... sweet talaga ng mahal ko kahit in such a simple way nararamdaman ko yung love nya for me!!! awwwwww

Miss ko na Mahal ko!!!! hmmmp have a nice day!!

I finally have my own blog!!!!

March 12,2010....

My first ever blog was created. Actually, it's not plan or even not in my vocabulary to make this such thing but i was really convinced cause my love one ( YURI) has one as well. Tinulungan nya ako on how to make my own blog. And finally i have my own now!!!!

I was on their house when we created this blog. As usual, as i stepped in to their door, mami( Yuri's mom), always tell a lot of stories as she usually do every time i visit them in their house in Binangonan. After that long long stories, Yuri and I, decided to go to the room to surf the net.

We watched Lady GaGa's new video entitled Telephone feat Beyonce. But actually i didn't enjoy the video cause it's not my genre that's why i don't feel to watch such kind of videos. But of course, Yuri really enjoyed it very much.( kasi tinatandaan nya talaga yung mga steps nina gaga and beyonce) hehehehe!!!!

On this day , sinamahan ko din sya to pay the telephone bill at western union and after that we went to the printing shop to ask a copy of each pictures of mine na inedit nya before. Those pictures are really really nice as if talagang model ako dun hahahaha. I have to pay P63.00 for that but anyway it's ok cause those shots are really good and of course they are taken by my professional photograher Yuri. By the way you can see those pictures at my facebook account,they are all uploaded na.

Anyway yun muna as of the moment I really enjoyed being with my Yuri, kahit na nakagat ko na naman sya cause i was really nanggigigil at ayun nagka bite mark na naman sya!! huhuhu but i really i dont want to hurt my Yuri cause i really love yuri very much!!! it's just that nanggigil lang ako that time hehehehe yun lang!!!

I formally announced to myself.......


WELCOME TO MY NEW BLOG!!!!!