Trying To Get Things Better

This week was so rough between me and yuyan. we used to have a tampuhan almost the whole week cause of those things which really test the flexibility of our relationship. I feel so bad this week kasi it really affects our mood and the way we treat each other.

While I'm thinking of those things, i suddenly realized how hard to get in the situation where you really cant do anything about it. KAsI I used to keep myself quiet evrytime we are having a tampuhan. I was really bothered most especially yesterday cause i got mad to yuyan dahil sa nalaman kong he smoke pa rin pala. Wala talaga akong maisip at that time kasi puno ako ng galit at i really have a hard feeling for him kasi evrything flashes back when i know na nagsmoke pa rin pala sya. All of a sudden biglang nag flashback yung day when i keep on waiting for him at the groundfloor kasi at that time bigla syang nawala then nalaman ko na nagsmoke pala sya together with paula at the roof deck.At that very moment moment in time he just told me na kinausap lang sya ni paula so i have no choice but to believe him. Bumalik din sa mind ko yung time na nasa chicago kami na nag yosi sya. That's the reason why i was so mad to yuyan at that time kasi i really dont want him to smoke. it's ok for me if he drinks occassionally but i really dont want him to smoke...

I HoPe yuyan understands why i'm getting furious about what i have known kasi of all the bad habits of a person smoking is the most unpleasant for me.

But anyway we decided not to let it be at its worst. We both dont want it to be serious kaya inayos naman namin agad. WE really missed each other at mahirap talaga na magkatampuhan lalo na isang relationship na sinimulan namin ng masaya. I really missed yuyan and i dont want it to happen again. Right now we are now trying to get things back as before.Yung masaya, sweet mode palagi, as if walang problem.

The only bottom line is that this problem is normal cause this is just a part of a growing relationship. And as long as there are chances., try to fix it out and try to make things better. The relationship can last based on how both the couple handle every situation in their lives.

So far ok na ulit kami and i'm hoping na things will get better asap and masyado ko talgang namiss ang yuyan ko super!!! hehe yehey were ok na ulit!!! thank you god!!