EVERYTHING BACKS TO NORMAL!!!

THE SUZAKU SEISHI CHICHIRI
Real Name: Houjin

Age: 24

Birthday: May 21

Star Pattern: Gemini

Bloodtype: Unknown

Birthplace: Unknown

Family: Unknown

Hobbies: Fishing

Powers/Abilities: Polymorphing and Magic


Chichiri was a wandering priest who just happened to wander into Miaka's life, saving her from various attacks by Kotou soldiers. He has a scar on his face, to remind him of his dead friend and, because of this, he wears a smiling mask. He has an unusual way of speaking(which occasionally rubs off on other Suzaku Seishi =) Many of his sentences end with the words "no da!"

Chichiri is one of the Suzaku Warriors who also is a mysterious monk. Chichiri has a scar across his left eye. Your probably wondering why huh? Well its quite simple. When Chichiri was about 18 years old, he saw his friend kissing his fiancee, Kouran. Then he and his friend fought over Kouran and Houjun fell in the stream, a log came toward him and jabbed out his left eye. Poor Houjun. He often wears a smiling mask to conceal that scar.

His Suzaku sign is "sho", the sign of the well.

Trying To Get Things Better

This week was so rough between me and yuyan. we used to have a tampuhan almost the whole week cause of those things which really test the flexibility of our relationship. I feel so bad this week kasi it really affects our mood and the way we treat each other.

While I'm thinking of those things, i suddenly realized how hard to get in the situation where you really cant do anything about it. KAsI I used to keep myself quiet evrytime we are having a tampuhan. I was really bothered most especially yesterday cause i got mad to yuyan dahil sa nalaman kong he smoke pa rin pala. Wala talaga akong maisip at that time kasi puno ako ng galit at i really have a hard feeling for him kasi evrything flashes back when i know na nagsmoke pa rin pala sya. All of a sudden biglang nag flashback yung day when i keep on waiting for him at the groundfloor kasi at that time bigla syang nawala then nalaman ko na nagsmoke pala sya together with paula at the roof deck.At that very moment moment in time he just told me na kinausap lang sya ni paula so i have no choice but to believe him. Bumalik din sa mind ko yung time na nasa chicago kami na nag yosi sya. That's the reason why i was so mad to yuyan at that time kasi i really dont want him to smoke. it's ok for me if he drinks occassionally but i really dont want him to smoke...

I HoPe yuyan understands why i'm getting furious about what i have known kasi of all the bad habits of a person smoking is the most unpleasant for me.

But anyway we decided not to let it be at its worst. We both dont want it to be serious kaya inayos naman namin agad. WE really missed each other at mahirap talaga na magkatampuhan lalo na isang relationship na sinimulan namin ng masaya. I really missed yuyan and i dont want it to happen again. Right now we are now trying to get things back as before.Yung masaya, sweet mode palagi, as if walang problem.

The only bottom line is that this problem is normal cause this is just a part of a growing relationship. And as long as there are chances., try to fix it out and try to make things better. The relationship can last based on how both the couple handle every situation in their lives.

So far ok na ulit kami and i'm hoping na things will get better asap and masyado ko talgang namiss ang yuyan ko super!!! hehe yehey were ok na ulit!!! thank you god!!

oK FINE!!!

may 28,2010.... friday

I arrived at the office at exactly 11:30 pm...
I was really excited to see evryone in the office most especially Yuyan. I Was slEepy then but i tried to think positive cause i need to work in a good mood. Yuyan offered me a banana cause he thought i was hungry. then i get the banana from his paper bag.At that time i really appreciate that concern but all of a sudden a saw a pack of cigarrete from his paper bag. I Was sHOCKED CAUSE Yuyan already promised me na hindi na sya maninigarilyo kahit kailan.

At first i thought it's not for yuyan... but because of my curiosity, i asked him if he owns the pack. He admitted naman na naninigarilyo sya this past few days cause he reasonS out that he was just stressed at that time that's why he did it. ON my end i really dont know what to think or what to say cause parang binagsakan ako ng isang malaking bato kasi i really never thought that he would make me believe to a thing na akala ko totoo but hindi naman pala.. ok fine i was really mad today kasi . i cant hide it to yuyan kasi talagang naiinis ako . hindi ko alam pero that's what i felt evrytime na naiisip ko kung bakit nya ba ginawa yun. stress cant be overcome through having a single stick of cigarrete.

YuYAn keeps on apologizing to me pero i really dont know what to think. I dont wanna see him na nagmamakaawa sa akin just to forgive him pero i think i have the right to get mad kasi it's not my intention na maging ganun sya. NAIINIS talaga ako at as much as i wanted to forgive him parang nahihirapan ako cause i know na alam na alam naman nya na hindi tama yun pero he still did it!!


pero sige di naman ako galit sa kanya eh galit ako dun sa ginawa nya and i should understand that matter!! hays!!

I dont know what to think??

hays..hays...hays... that's all i can say!!

right now i really dont know what's happening to me? i feel like i'm wasted!! i also feel very very bad and uncomfortable today!! di ko alam basta i know i have done nothing bad but i feel that something is not right!!

i tried to amuse myself by thinking something good about me and yuyan yet i still feel uncomplete cause i know yuyan has a bad feeling for me!! which i really dont know the reason why??

i hope we'll be able to fix this issue before the day ends!! i'm really sorry for yuyan for being unconcious all the time!! manhid lang siguro talaga ako!! super sorry poh!!

What makes my BIrthday so special??

Today is my 21st birthday. i just realized how long i've been living in this world with my parents,brothers and sister and with my different kind of friends.I Used to celebrate my birthday with no food or even a simple party..., simple greetings is already enough, cause i used to think that it would be just normal day for me. There are only few people who never fail to greet me on my birthday. SOme are my childhood friends,workmates,damily and of course mami and yuyan.

ACtUalLy, even though i dont have plenty of food and dishes to eat or even a simple party to enjoy, my birthday turns to be so special because of my someone special..YUYAN.

What makes it so special??? HEre's the reason why...

YEstERDAY, I got a problem with my cellphone. it was shutting off automatically. I Thought this is because of the battery. So I decided to go to Angono to purchase a new one.The weather was too hot then and it might be one of the reasons why i got mad to a man from the shop who was repairing my cellphone. Actually it wouldnt happen if he assisted me well. I Approached him nicely but in return he assisted me rudely which really made me insane and angry.so what i did was, i shouted at him and ask my money back. the man on the store didnt want to return my money so i talked to him rudely as well saying... " well!! anung gusto mong gawin ko sa battery na binigay mo??gamitin kahit sira!! actually i never imagine that i would say that cause im not really used to that attitude. but i think it's time for me to evolve and change for a cause. ThE mAN gave me my money then but because i was really really angry at that time i have told the man.." bibigay mo din naman pala pinatagal mo pa!!then walked away . I Went to the washroom cause i really feel that my face is shaking and trembling and my eyes are like a river with a red blood water flowing from it kasi sobrang pula nya.in my entire life that was the only time that i got mad to someone who i really dont even know personally.I rested for a while and then left the store very quickly.

It waS already pst 12nn. I Was really in a hurry cause mami and yuyan are expcting me to show up for lunch. i was late cause of that unexpected incident. I was hungry then so i decided to drop by at JOllibee and ate some lunch. ThEN i immediately rode a jeepney to binangonan. I ArRiVED at their house at past 1pm i guess!!As usual, yuyan opened the gate for me, his dad was not around so iwas surprised and of course happy cause i was given the chance to move comfortably at hindi naiilang.

Everytime i was at their house, i really feel the serenity that i never ever fiond at our own house. it's really different to be honest with. i appreacite yuyan's care for me while he iwas changing my sando cause my shirt was really sweat already, so mejo nakapagpahinga na ako at that time when he ask me if what are the things that bought in angono aside from the simcard and the new battery.I have responded to him nothing aside from that!!

then he mentioned that he has something for me for my birthday, Actually i really never thought that he would prepare such a very wonderful gift for me, while im reading the dedication letter, i was really touched cause i'm thereason pala why he always renders overtime almost everyday this past few weeks. All i can say is that...
GRABE!!! I never see a person who would exert such effort just to make me happy on my birthday. He gave me a very nice mp3 player which i always look forward to have it atleast from my own salary. BUt then my salary is not that enough so i keep on saying that i'll just but it na lang next time.

I Was really amazed on the preparation he has done for this gift. from the gift wrapperwith a white and blue ribbon combination to the dedication letter attached to it, all i have noticed is the effort and the love that were into it. To be hONeSt with, I was shocked,surprised,astonished,amazed and dumbfounded to what he has done for me.

UpOn recieving that gift from him, i really felt how much i ws loved by yuyan, he assited me on how to operate it and one good thing all my favorite songs are already downloaded, during that time i dont want to talk. i jUst want to stare at him all the time and talk to his eyes just to say that i was really lucky to have yuyan who knows how to make me happy.Since i really dont know how to react and what to say,, i just hugged him tightly and kissed him while saying thank you..thank you.. I wanna sob at that time because i have fully realized how lucky and blessedi am to have a person who trully loves me, Im really happy and satisfied not because i got a new gadget but because i know YUYAN is there for me,, birhday ko man o hindi!!

While i am on the jeepney on my way home,i really cant get over to what had happened a while ago.because i really appreciate yuyan so much. nagpagod sya for me to be happy. and while i am on the jeepney, i promised to myself that i would not let anyone to take him from me. he has done what my past girlfriends never done. he let me feel that he really loves me and he would do anything just to make me happy at ramdam na ramdam ko yun sa kanya. at that very moment in time i closed my eyes and whispered very softly saying... " thank you lord for giving yuyan to me"..

And that the reason why ny birthday could be the most beautiful and wonderful birthday that i ever had in my life so far. material things are not the matter but the love and care that i've seen from yuyan which make my birthday very special are the most important gift that i received in the my 21st birthday!!!

THANK YOUSO MUCH MAHAL!! ♥♥♥

yehey!!! it's our 3rd monthsary!! ♥♥♥

may 7,2010....

one of the most special day that i have cause it was our third monthsary of being a good couple. yuyan and i were planning to celebrate it the way we want it to be. actually on this day, naunahan ako ni yuyan na batiin sya. i was really surprised that he greeted me at exactly 12midnight of may 7, i was really touched at that time and also proud that we are now at our 3rd month.

our relationship is actually getting stronger.i really cant imagine in myself that i would be able to reach that time period but love really teaches me how to value yuyan so much cause i really love him. Through him i was able to learned to exert effort, to be treated as if i am the most lucky person in the world. masay ako to have yuyan in my life and i really dont have any regret that i chose him more than anyone else.

so far lalo akong tinamaan sa kanya. i feel that i will loose my mind if i wont be able to see him even a single second. i enjoyed looking at his beautiful eyes and eye lashes at hmmmp!! at talagang tinatamaan ako.

on this day we also went to mall together with sam to have some bonding.sam bought a lot of staff such as bag and "" di ko alam yung name nung isa eh" for her laptop, i also swapped my phone in st. francis and ofcourse with the help of yuyan. syempre isa lang naman ang madalas naming gawin sa mall eh.. fitting of some clothes that we wont able to buy as of now cause they are all expensive indeed!!

hays i'm really lucky to have yuyan talaga in my life.. aside from sweet sya, he's also kind to me, caring very funny at super duper maalaga that why i wanna show him as well that i really do care for him as well since di na sya bago sa akin and he's been part of life already..

to yuyan..

i was really blessed to have you in my life.i want you to know that i was lucky that i met you. before i keep on saying that it's really complicated but now i am proud to say that it doesnt matter cause for as long as you really loved each other that's fair enough, i dont care what others might say basta ang alam ko i am really lucky to have YUYAN in my life....

im looking for more monthsaries and if possible anniversaries pa!!1 hahaha love you!!